Thursday, September 22, 2016

poorest one in the world.

I found that my daughter is a little self-abased. I had realized for a long time and i am trying to find ways but there is no changes till now.
Everytime when i am angry with her about her bad behavior then she will just stare at you without any other expression it seems that she is so poor.
When she do things wrong. she will be critisized, then she will have no expression with anyh words. Many times i told her to say what she want to say or can ponit out my faults.But she won't. many times i had no choice about how to communicate with her.
In fact, I am a little self-abased with myself in life. Maybe she is like me. It is maybe affected by our family.
My husband is the one with money-wasted. He do not have money to support our family. He can spend out all his monthly salary and then borrow money from his friends. We had a lot of quarrel about the problem. But he had never changed. So  I am the only one to support the family and my daughter. As times went on . I am easy to be angry even to my daugter. I admire those with considerate husband.  those with parents to help them or help them to take care of the their children, Admire those with their own houses, Admire those with their own business. those with common family aim......But it is a dream to me and my family.
Since my husband 's mother died earlier and his father is blind. So no one can help us expect ourself. I hope to live with common aim to buy houses and improve our living standards but he never join in. If you want to talk about it then he will be angry and shout at you. Many times i do not know how and what to do.So as times goes on i am a little self abased. I am the one only live on myself . It seems that i am the poorest one in the world.

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